And the Tears Stream

And the Tears Stream

I cry and I cry and I ponder how I can be in just this issue �?this issue of desperation, of staying missing, of thinking wherever daily life went incorrect. How contain I finished up below?
I consist of the instruments, I include the experience, I contain the self know-how and still inside such past number of times they all feel toward be of minimal assistance. I am swimming within a superb murky abyss. Not comprehension my course out. I surprise what additional I require towards allow shift of, what ideals stay concealed toward me that preserve me in just this soreness, this self abuse.
I recognize far better �?don’t I? I contain invested yrs doing away with the blinders and seeking within just �?allowing for move of rubbish ideals, self sabotaging habits. I comprise amassed my resources of the exchange. I contain taught applications in the direction of employ inside these kinds of occasions and but at present they are unsuccessful me.
What extra do oneself request of me I comprise almost nothing still left in the direction of offer you. I comprise out there all I incorporate and yet…Tbelow i